ι¢н вιи ƒℓιєgє.jєg ƒℓyνєя.ι¢к bєn ααn hєt vℓιєgєn.انا اطير.jє vσℓ

Chapter 26

"Josh how can you say that?!" :Me shouting after Josh.

"Quite easily really..." :Josh still refusing to turn around and look at me.

I went back inside and everyone else just seemed to stay rigid to their spots. My phone started to vibrate from inside my pocket. I pulled it out and put it to my ear.

"Hello..." :Me

"Is this Rialle?" :Phone

"Err yea... mum?" :Me

"Yea. Look you need to come home now. The results for your back has come back. don't shout at me... I didn't know what they were so I opened them." :Mum

"You opened my mail!!??" :Me freaking down the phone. [Great another thing that hasn't gone to plan]

"Sorry for caring!! I didn't know what it was. Just come home as soon as you can." :Mum hanging the phone up. I put the phone back in my pocket and faced everyone else.

"I need to go home now" :Me trying to smile.

"I'll give you a lift if you want?" :Spencer going to get his keys.

"Thanks." :Me getting my stuff together.

"see ya later" :Everyone. Before I left I hugged everyone else and followed Spencer down to his car.

"Thanks by the way for taking me home" :Me on the way home.

"It's no problem... Where abouts do you live by the way?" :Spencer

"Just round the corner from here" :Me. Spencer turned the car and I pointed to the house. He stopped the car and walked me to the door,

"Just give him chance to calm down. He would be an idiot to give you up" :Spencer turning back round to go back to his car.

"Thanks Spencer. You're the only one that's seen somethings wrong." :Me trying to find my key in my bag.

"No problem" :Spencer getting into his car and heading back to Ryan's.

Chapter 25

Ryan walked in and was nearly sent flying by all the poppers in his face. Brendon showed him in and looked around as he hadn't seen half of the decorations through being out.

"Oh... thanks you guys!! This really means alot to me...erm I see it's a costume party..." :Ryan looking half happy but half disappointed.

"I know that's why I set out an outfit for you for when you got back." :Brendon smiling.

"What... god you really planned everything just perfect" :Ryan with a huge grin on his face. Brendon took him in the room so he could get changed. It took a while because Ryan was still in pain. Everyone stood still waiting for Ryan until Chloe shouted.

"What are we waiting for? Let's get this party STARTED!!" :Chloe heading towards the stereo and putting some panic at the disco on. Spencer and Jon were amazed that we all knew the lyrics better then they actually did. 15 minutes later Ryan and Brendon came out. Ryan was an old-fashioned victorian man with all the lacey collars. Everyone turned around and lookled at Ryan and applauded. Ryan looked at me with a huge grin on his face as though he was really pleased I was there. I smiled back but didn't look too much. Robyn hadn't noticed which was probably for the best.

Half an hour into the party everything was just starting to really party. I sat down next to the window thinking of what Eddy said. How could he like me? He doesn't know me and I've not long just met him. i couldn't cheat on Josh. He's a jerk sometimes but I still love him. I don't know but when I'm in his arms it feels right like never before. I looked outside the window hoping Josh would come past. That way I could see him. It didn't feel right him not being there. He's my boyfriend but Ryan has only just come out of hospital and it would be unfair to him but he needs to get used to seeing me and Josh. He has Robyn besides who would practically do anything for him. He just needs to see that part. Spencer was the first to see something was wrong. Although I probably only liked spencer a little less than  Ryan and Brendon he was still one of my favourites.

"What's up Rialle?" :Spencer

"Can I speak to you in a different room?" :Me standing up.

"Err... yea sure" :Spencer following me

Everyone watched us leave, Ryan especially who had been dancing with Robyn.

"Where are those two going?" :Chloe looking confused.

"Dunno" :Robyn with a bigger smile on her face whilst dancing with Ryan. Spencer followed me into the room and sat next to me on the bed.

"Oh my god spencer!! What am I going to do?" :Me bursting into tears and burying my head in his arms.

"Whoa what's been going on?" :Spencer

"Eddy has just old me he loves me. i have Ryan tslking me and dirty looking my boyfriend and Josh is gonna go mental if he knows I've been with Ryan and he's not been with me!" :Me

All of a sudden the music stopped and there was a loud bang on the front door.

"OPEN UP RIALLE I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE!!" :Josh banging repeatedly on the door.

"She's not here. What do you want?" :Ryan shouting at the door and too scared to open it.

"Yea she is I asked her mum and don't think her mum would lie" :Josh still banging on the door.

[back in the room with Rialle and Spencer]

"See that's what I mean... he's go mental" :Rialle still sat on the door.

"Well I don't think he's going anywhere until he sees you, and you're better off going to the door." :Spencer

"Yea... true... Wish me luck" :Me getting up and heading for the hallway. I opened the door viciously not knowing what was going to happen.

"Rialle..." :Josh said easing his head into a smile as he saw me :"What are you going here?"

"I'm at a welcome party..." :Rialle being cut off.

"For Ryan I take it" :Josh soon changing his face into a scowl.

"Err... yea and what's wrong with that?" :Me putting my hands on my hips. I'm only small so it was the only thing I could think of.

"You know how I feel about you being around him." :Josh

"Why what do you think I'm going to do with him?" :Me

"Well... I don't know do I" :Josh lowering his voice

"No go on... what do you want me to do with him... jump into bed the minute we're alone or something?" :Me

"WHAT?! Look it's not you I don't trust it's him. And the way you're going behind my back with everything I have every right to be suspicious." :Josh

Eddy came out from nowhere and stood behind me.

"What are you doing here? You're my friend!" :Josh looking at us both. I put my head down and Eddy had probably made things a lot worse.

"Oh, i see. My friends are allowed to go but I'm not. Thanks Rialle" :Josh storming off. :"Now I know where I stand with you."

"JOSH wait!!" :Rialle running out after him. :"How can you even say that about me? And what's been up with you lately?"

"Look you know how jealous I can get. You're my first girlfriend how do you want me to react?" :Josh nearly in tears but still managing to contain the tears.

"But that doesn't mean you can use that as an excuse. Lately you've been a complete d**k!" :Me standing still watching Josh run off. :"Thanks alot for ruining a great party."

"You're welcome!!" :Josh turning completely around in a huff.

Chapter 24

[Rialle's p.o.v]

Josh remained stood in the hospital on his own. As he watched me leave I crept closer to Eddy who put his arm around me. I moved closer and bowed my head down to hide my face as I cried. How could he do this to me? After all i had sacrificied for him... i mean not everyone can turn down Ryan Ross and live to still tell the tale. Most people would die of regret. I walked out knowing Josh was right behind me. No one else really knew what to do. Outside the hospital I took a walk on my own and found a bench with Brendon there.

"Hey... what's up?" :Me

"Oh.. hi Rialle... nothin I'm just thinking" :Brendon taking a quick look at see who it was.

"About... anything I can help with?" :Me

"Err... no. I was just wondering what it would have been like if Ryan would have actually died. I would have probably gone with him. I mean, I know that sounds stupid but we've been friends for ages and our career has just boomed practically. It wouldn't feel right without him." :Brendon

"Hmm... but he's alive and alright now so we should be happy. We should give him a surprise welcome home party when he gets out of hospital. I'll try and organise it and ask some people to help me." :Me

"Yea that should make him happier." :Brendon beginning to smile.

"Now that's more like it":Me noticing Brendon smiling and smiling back.

A few weeks later most of the party had been organised only a few decorations to put up. We were holding the party at Brendon's appartment. We knew Ryan wouldn't be home but for a while Brendon was looking after him. There were me, Eddy, Andy, Becky, Tom, Chloe, Hayley, Becky and Robyn. I had decided to not ask Josh as it would only cause more problems and stress is what Ryan doesn;t need right now.

"Where do you want these banners Rialle?" :Becky and Tom holding them up together.

"Erm... over there would be best probably. thanks!!" :Me looking back to the balloons I were pinning up.

"Rialle what are you coming to the party as?" :Hayley. We had decided it was going to be a costume party. We knew Ryan would have felt left out because he would have had no costume so Brendon laid it out for him before he went.

"Err..." :Me looking at Eddy who had all of a sudden became interested in the conversation. i quickly turned around as everyone had been noticing something.

"I don't know yet... It;s going to be a surprise" :Me thinking fast of why I hadn't answered so quick.

"What about you Chloe?" :Hayley turning her attention.

"Err... a naughty school girl would suit me don't you think?" :Chloe laughing to herself and nearly fallng off her ladder.

"Whoa!Chloe be more careful!!" :Hayley holding the ladder still.

"Oops!":Chloe trying to catch her balance.

"What about you Hayls?" :Rialle walking down the ladder.

"Err... fred Durst for a twist" :Halyey laughing and looking at us to see our rections.

"Fred Durst!!!!" :Eddy and Andrew nearly wetting themselves.

"Yes?" :Hayley wide eyed looking at them

"Who the hell is that?" :Chloe looking confuzzled.

"You know that hott poser on Hayley's wall and the one I'm gonna tax soon... *cof* him" :me with a smile on my face imagining the poster.

"It's a dude!!" :Eddy

"And your point is?" :Hayley

"A Very hot dude!" :Me

"But you're a girl... don't you get that part..." :Andrew still confuzzled.

Robyn then popped out from the kitchen. She had been making chocolate cakes with icing on top.

"Shut up Andrew... it ain't that funny. And at least Hayley's original." :Robyn scowling at them.

"So go on what are you two coming as?" :Me glaring at them to stop laughing.

"Err... I didn't think we were invited." :Eddy

"Why wouldn't you be? You've helped us with the decorations." :Robyn looking surprised at what they had said.

"But with Josh and everything?" :Andrew

"Look... he's the one with the problem and why should you two not be invited. He would be if he hadn't have been so rude at the hospital." :Rialle turning around to find some more decorations.

"So go on...":Chloe

"Err..." :Eddy

"How about you Robyn?" :Chloe turning away

"Frankenstein's bride." :Robyn

"Well that's new." Chloe

"Who's that?" :Hayley

"It's pretty obvious... f r a n k e n s t e i n' s bride." :Robyn talking really slow.

"Oh yea..." :Hayley :"What does she look like then?"

"White wedding dress, pure black hair with like a skunk stripe in the middle. Err... tear marks on her neck as though her head has been sewed back on" :Robyn

"Kwl..." :Chloe turning away and pulling a face as though to be scared.

Soon the decorations had been put up and panic! had come back with a few extras with the food.

"Where do you want these?" :All the lads from panic! holding up their bags.

"In the kitchen please." :Hayley showing them in.Hayley and Robyn were in charge of the food (cuz they're good cooks)

Pete, Ian and Gerard came ten minutes later, Pete was a bunny rabbit, Ian was a knight and Gerard was a prince. Hayley had called everyone and invited them. She found all their numbers in Brendon's address book and wrote them down in her own for future reference. =D

"What time is Ryan coming home?" :me looking at my watch

"Now... Oops he's going to suspect something now" :Brendon

"Nah just say it was traffic or something...2 :Eddy

"Good one.. ta" :Brendon getting his keys off Jon and heading down to his car.

"See you in a minute Brendon":Chloe eyeing up Brendon and biting her lip.

"See ya" :Brendon also biting his lip and running off down to his car.

As Brendon went to get Ryan, We all stayed and got ready. Jon was an 'ex-bassist' of panic (aka Brent). And Spencer was a chef. Becky and Tom decided to be the perfect match - therefore Romeo and Juliet. I decided to go as a fairy princess. Eddy finally decided which was a demon and Andrew a 'ex-professor'.

I went into Ryan's room which was the quietest so I could get dress quicker. My makeup was purple with glittler with straight hair in a bun with curly strands coming out and at the front. I was halfway through getting dressed when I heard a knock at the door. I panicked and fell over on the floor causing a loud bang! The door quickly opened. It was Eddy.

"EDDY!! What are you doing?! GET OUT!" :Me screaming.

"Oops... sorry Rialle!!" :Eddy walking straight out back through the door.

"Yes..." :Me i had managed to pull on my dress and went to the door.

"Can I come in?" :Eddy looking me up and down making sure I was properly dressed.

"Err yea. What's up?" :Me sitting on the bed. I noticed something was wrong as he weren't fully in the room and was tense and seemed eager to go out again.

"Rialle... do you like me?" :Eddy looking at me but through me so he was looking in my direction but not at me.

"Err... no. This is a bit random... where's this coming from?" :Me looking really confuzzled.

"Don't lie rialle... I've seen the way you look at me" :Eddy sounding stronger.

"Like WAT!!" :Rialle :"I'm going out with your best friend... that would just be wrong."

"Like that matters..." :Eddy walking towards me.

"Get out Eddy!" :Rialle :"I'm used to random but jesus!! That goes beyond random!"

As soon as I had managed to push him out of the door the car pulled up outside. I slipped my shoes on as quick as I could and headed downstairs. Everyone else were running to their posiions to surprise Ryan. Eddy seemed to be keeping a close eye on me which didn't gave me the creeps which surprised me more than anything. We heard the key turn in the door. The door opened slowly. Brendon came in first... then Ryan.

"SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!"

...

Chapter 23

Brendon had walked out, leaving Ryan on his own. Ryan looked around the door frame and just outside the window to see if Brendon had actually gone. His heart began to sink. He shuffled down in his head staring around the room wondering what to do. He had no one...

Ryan's p.o.v

Brendon was right. Josh has Rialle but why am I still after her? i'll never have her. And everything I've done to Robyn I think it's her who I need to be thinking about. Why do I always do this? I always look at what I haven't got instead of what is basically slapping me straight in the face with a big smelly fish! If I keep doing this i'll wind up with no one and regretting it for the rest of my life. But what am I supposed to do now? I've now hurt Robyn again and not just physically. I've put her throuh a car crash and everything else. I don't see how she can still love me... well that's if she does.

Ryan looked outside the window and saw Andrew, Josh, Eddy and Rialle all laughing. Rialle looked really happy which sent Ryan off again talking to himself.

"How could she choose him over me?! Look at him!"

He noticed Rialle look in through the window straight at him but wuickly look away. Rialle faked laughed as though she was paying attention to eddy's and josh's conversation and looked back in. Ryan waved to ask her to come in the room.

"Hey guys I'm just going to see how Ryan is." Rialle getting up. Josh's head turned following Rialle into the room.

"What's up Josh?" Eddying slightly hitting Josh on the arm.

"Uh?... oh nothing" :Josh still focusing on Rialle.

"Do you not trust her or something?" :Eddy looking confused.

"Yea... it's not her I've got the problem with... it's him" :Josh dirty looking Ryan through the window.

Chapter 22

"Err... yea that's me" said Brendon standing up fearing the worst news.

"Ryan's condition is stable and is recovering well, slowly but well." :The nurse with a huge smile on her face.

"What...? You mean... he's going to be o.k?" :Brendon relieved placing his hands on his head.

"Do you know when we can see him?" :Jon holding onto Robyn tighter.

"He needs plenty more rest before anyone can go into see him. Maybe one person can go in tonight but then you all must go home and get some rest." :Nurse looking at us all.

"Brendon go on in an see him. Tell him I'm thinking about him." :Jon

"We're all thinking about him" :Rialle looking around everyone else noticing their heads all nodding in silence.

"Ok. I'm just relieved he's o.k." :Brendon

"Follow me please" Nurse turning around and leading Brendon into Ryan's room.

The room was fairly small with a long but short window on the far wall. It was late at night so not much light came in. Brendon practically ran up to Ryan's bed.

"Ryan!! Please wake up" :Brendon who just wanted to shake Ryan to wake him up like normally in mornings.

"Be careful of the wires and he's still very dosy of all the medication he's had today" :Nurse leaving the room. Brendon looked around Ryan. There were loads of machines and thousands of wires all hooked up to Ryan. A single tear fell from Brendon's eye.

"Ryan... please wake up! tell me you're going to be o.k." :Brendon. He looked around looking for a chair which was on the other side. He walked around the bed running his hand on the bed as he did so. He pulled the chair up behind him but not enough. As he went to sit down there was no chair so he fell right on his butt. A slight laugh came from Ryan's direction. Brendon slowly got up looking oddly at Ryan who had a slight smile on his face.

"You always were a silly begger!!" :Ryan trying to open his eyes.

"RYAN!! You're awake!" :Brendon almost screaming down his ear.

"What did you think? You can't knock me down that easily... Ouch!" :Ryan holding one hand to his ribs in pain.

"Can you even remember what happened?" :Brendon

"Not really. I remember Robyn screaming... is she o.k?" :Ryan trying to get up slightly panicking.

"Yea she's fine. She's not long got out of hospital." :Brendon pushing Ryan back down on the bed.

"Good... I don't remember much else... apart from everything going black." :Ryan :"Where are the others?" slightly dozing off back to sleep.

"They send their thoughts and love. Pete and Spencer went home, they've been here most of the day. Jon, Robyn, Rialle and everyone is outside." :Brendon

"Is Josh there?" :Ryan scowling and looking away.

"Erm... I think he went home." :Brendon knowing full well Josh was outside.

"What Rialle didn't leave with him?" :Ryan looking at Brendon curiously with a twinkle in his eye.

"Nope I don't think so." :Brendon.

"Do you think Robyn will ever forgive me...?" :Ryan looking back down the bed.

"I dont..." :Brendon being cut off by Robyn appearing at the door.

"Hi..." :Robyn unsure of if she should actually be there.

"Robyn...Are you o.k?" :Ryan :"I am really, really sorry about what happened."

"I know... I heard" :Robyn walking in.

All of a sudden loud laughing came from outside near where everyone else were. Robyn and Brendon ran to the door to se what was happening. Two lads came from nowhere laughing their heads off at a dirty joke one of them had just told.

"Hey Josh what's up?" :Eddy (one of the lads)

"Hey nout much, I'm just waiting for Rialle" :Josh

Brendon wide eyed looked straight at Ryan, slowly turning around.

"Err... so much to Josh not being here eh?" :Ryan dirty looking Brendon.

"I didn't wanna tell you because I knew you would be like this." :Brendon

"What do you expect me to be like? Why is he here in the first place?" :Ryan

"Rialle wanted some support and she didn't even ask him to come, they're going out you're going to have to get over it." :Brendon noticing Robyn was getting a little bit worked up at the side. Robyn ran off looking disappointed at Ryan and what he was saying.

"Now look what you've done ryan! Could you have hurt her any more?" :Brendon shaking his head at Ryan in disgust. :"You know how much she loves you and you just throw her away like there's no tomorrow."

"But..." :Ryan actually realising.

"But nothing Ryan, you need to focus of what you have got instead of chasing what you will never have." :Brendon

Chapter 21

Rialle's p.o.v

Everything seemed to be going so well. At the mall it was a bit hard with Chloe and Robyn constantly squabbling. Chloe still hadn;t forgiven Robyn for 'being a complete whore with Pet and Brendon' as Chloe puts it. At the hospital i was surprised to see Josh and Hayley. It was nice to be welcomed with a kiss and hug though. I was just a bit worried of what Ryan would think of Josh being there.

Brendon all of a sudden ran out in tears screaming nurse. Then a really loud beep came from inside the room. We all stayed still, rooted to the spot, all hoping the nurses would be able to do something.

Josh's p.o.v

Rialle came walking up with Robyn. I was so happy to see her. Although I was quite enjoying my conversation with Hayley bout Pink Floyd. I gave Rialle a kiss but she seemed a bit tense. It was probably because of Ryan being there, which I can understand. Not long after they arrived doctors and nurses from everywhere appeared rushing into the room. Brendon was pushed out so Robyn went up to him after Jon had let go. No one else what else to do. The caretaker was a bit annoyed when he was called to clean up jon's coffee. Rialle was a bit unaware of what to do so i just put my arms around her. She buried her head in me and almost fell asleep.

Chapter 20

A few days later Robyn was allowed out of hospital but still not back at school. Ryan was still in hospital. Brendon  and Jon stayed with Ryan all day and night. On the Friday after Robyn was let out, Me, Robyn and Chloe went to see him.

"What do you think we should take as a get well gift?" :Robyn

"Grapes? Everyone loves grapes" :Chloe

"No that's stupid. Everyone would have given him grapes by now anyway." :Rialle

"But what does he like?" :Robyn

"Well apart from you Robyn, we have no idea." :Chloe

"Now now girlies behave!" :Rialle with a side smile, but getting the 'evils' off Chloe.

"What about this?" :Chloe picking up a magazine with panic at the disco on the front

"Oh I think he would definately want a magazine, just not of himself!!" :Robyn

"You never know!" :Chloe putting it back.

"A magazine is good though, but it depends if he's even awake to read it." :Rialle

"Good point. He has been in a coma for weeks." :Chloe

"At least he's had Brendon and Jon with him though" :Rialle

"True. anyway what magazine should we get?" :Robyn

"ooh this one." :Chloe picking up 'Take a Break'

"I've seen that on Tv with the dodgy Indian dude." :Rialle

"Well at least its got some humour in it." :Robyn

"Yea he might need cheering up." :Chloe

"The advert is funny, that doesn't mean that the magazine is" :Rialle

"Cds are good as well" :Chloe

"Who does he like though?" :Robyn

"Frank Sinatra! DUH!" :Rialle

"God girly! do you not know anything?" :Chloe hitting Robyn on the arm as if to wake her up.

"Err yea... I knew that!" :Robyn :"What do you think I am? a REM?!"

"Err... no?" :Chloe looking away and trying not to laugh.

"Look, can we get a Cd and just go?" :Rialle pushing Robyn and Chloe out of the shop.

"Oh look there's Pete!" :Chloe screaming and running straight towards him, but seemed more at him.

"Oh what a surprise" :Robyn dirty looking the floor so she couldn't be seen.

"Chloe come on!!" :Rialle :"Hi Pete" trying not to be too rude.

"Hi" :Pete being pulled away by Chloe.

"Well we're off Chloe see ya later" :Rialle dragging off Robyn before they got into a deep conversation.

"That girl takes the biscuit!" :Robyn trying not to swear.

"Yep but she's going out with Pete, that's only the same with you and Ryan." :Rialle

"No it's not! We're not even going out." :Robyn skitzing out at Rialle.

"So why were you in his car?" :Rialle saying calmly looking at Robyn knowing she couldn't use any excuse to deny it.

"Err... thats none of your business!" :Robyn

"Well don't bring down anyone else or deny that you ain't going out with Ryan. Everyone knows you are." Rialle

"How?!" :Robyn

"It's obvious!!" :Rialle

"Snot!" :Robyn still trying hard not to swear

"So why were you in his car?" :Rialle

"He was giving me a lift home." :Robyn

"Yea sure he was... That's why the car was near his appartment." :Rialle walkin off into a Cd store.

"What?" :Robyn following Rialle with a puzzled look.

"Don't tell me you didn't know" :Rialle

"I didn't! I asked where he was going and he sais he didn't know. I swear Rialle!" :Robyn thinking back.

"Well that's what Brendon said anyway." :Rialle finding a Frank Sinatra Cd.

""Well he was supposed to be taking me home" :Robyn still sounding rather confuzzled.

An hour later they arrived at the hospital. Josh and Hayley were already there.

"Hey Rialle" :Josh getting uo giving Rialle a kiss and a cuddle.

""Hey people!" :Rialle a bit surprised.

"What are you doing here?" :Robyn

"We're trying to convince Brendon to go home for some sleep. The bags under his eyes are astronomical" :Josh

"How long has he been here with Ryan?" :Robyn

"A few days" :Hayley looking through the door to see if he was still there.

"How is Ryan doing?" :Robyn turning the Cd in her hands.

"Not so good... he took a few big blows to the head..." :Hayley

"NURSE!!" :Brendon screaming and running out of the room.

A long beep noise came from inside the room. Nurses and Doctors ran into the room circling Ryan. Brendon was pushed out of the room. John then came back with coffee which was soon dropped as he ran over to Brendon.

"Brendon what's happened?" :Jon running over.

"It's his heart... it's stopped..." :Brendon putting his arms round Jon

Chapter 19

"Hell yea!!" :Chloe "Why the sudden change? I mean she had Ryan and she’s after my Brendan and my Pete."

"Yep…But how?" :Rialle

"Just look at her!! All over them. I mean the shirt thing is a step too far." :Chloe

"But you have to admit she is smart" :Hayley

"Yea…":Rialle.

"Right how are we going to do it?" :Hayley looking at Chloe who was looking at Robyn though the door. Hayley noticed a mood change in Chloe as Chloe reached up her arm to smack the door open but Hayley and Rialle pulled her arms down.

"Chloe!!" :Rialle

"What do you think you’re doing?" :Hayley

"We can’t blow it now! We haven’t even started. We need to act as if nothing s bothering us." :Rialle

"Okay?" :Hayley

"kk" :Chloe

The next minute the door flung open by Brendon who was looking rather confuzzled.

"What are you guys doing?" :Brendon

"Nothing…" :Rialle looking round and noticed Josh running in through the main doors.

"Josh!!" :Rialle running up to him :"What are you doing here?"

"Well I went to your house to look for you and your mum said you would be here so I came as quick as I could." :Josh putting his arms round Rialle. Brendon was still staring at Chloe and Hayley who were still stood outside.

"Robyn is asking for all of you inside." :Brendon

"Hmm I bet she…" :Chloe who was cut off by Hayley elbowing her.

"We’ll be in, in a minute." :Hayley looking at Brendon who popped his head back through the gap but pushed the door more open. Pete even started to get more nervous as he watched us every so often. 10 minutes later, me (Rialle), Chloe, Hayley and Josh went into the room. There were only 2 chairs in the room so we all had to stand.

"What did you want us for Robyn?" :Chloe who had finally got to grips with the plan.

"I didn’t want you…" :Robyn looking confuzzled who had started to play with her hair again.

"Brendon said…" :Chloe looking at Brendon in the chair.

"Well I thought you guys should be in here. She is your friend." :Brendon looking at Robyn playing with her hair.

"Oh… okay" :Chloe biting her lip as she noticed Brendon staring at Robyn.

"Err… Chloe will you come with me to get a drink?" :Pete getting up and almost dragging her out of the room. Robyn looked a little stunned at this and watched Pete leave.

"Chloe was all that in the room with Brendon?" :Pete

"What do you mean?" :Chloe

"The whole thing with your lip. You’ve bit it that hard that you’re bleeding" :Pete

"Oh…" :Chloe feeling her lip and looking at her finger.

"But that can be easily fixed…" :Pete leaning in and kissing her. The kiss was only short but Chloe still wouldn’t have believed it if it lasted for 1 minute, 2 minutes or 10. Pete pulled back with a smile on his face.

"Now about that drink…" :Pete

Chloe was stood rooted with her lips still puckered. Her eyes blinked a few times before she moved. Hayley in the room was the first to notice something was going on and peered out. Just as Pete and Chloe was about to walk off she whispered ‘Whoo woo!’ and pulled her head back in.

"What was going on there?" :Rialle

"Oh nothing much. Pete just kissed Chloe." :Hayley

""What?!" :Robyn a little confused than usual.

"Erm… I going to see how Ryan is doing. He weren’t too well last time so we saw how you were. Bye Robyn, get better soon." :Brendon getting up and leaving the room. Becky and tom came in after Brendon left from getting a drink.

"Oh hi Becky!" :Robyn who was completely ignored.

"Hayley my mum says she can give you a lift home because it is kinda getting late." :Becky

"Yea sure I’ll just go ring my mum outside" :Hayley leaving with Becky and Tom. A nurse came in just as me and Josh were about to leave but were pushed back in. The nurse did her hourly check ups to see if everything was fine so we followed the nurse out.

"Rialle wait!" :Robyn yelling after her.

"Why has everyone been dirty looking me?" :Robyn

"Do you really have to ask that?!" :Me :"Josh can you wait outside please?" giving him a kiss.

"Yea… I don’t understand." :Robyn

"Well first of all, you unbutton your shirt, undo your hair so Pete and Brendon will notice you. Chloe was deeply hurt by that. You’ve been dirty looking all of us – especially me and Chloe. Even Hayley has noticed." :Me keeping my tone soft. Although I was planning to get her back she was my best friend, you can’t put everything behind you like nothing.

Robyn’s eyes filled up. "I’ve honestly been that bad?"

"Yep" :me shaking my head with my eyes filling up as well.

"I know you wouldn’t lie to me Rialle" :Robyn allowing a single tear to fall. I went up to the bed, sat down and put my arms around her and cried too.

"Don’t ever let me be a b***h again Rialle. Becky completely ignored me and I can’t take that." :Robyn

"I won’t, I promise – best friends forever…" :Me

Chapter 18

Robyn's p.o.v.

One minute I was awake and a linerunner was coming at me. I screamed at Ryan to move the car but then everything went blank. All I can remember is Ryan freezing up and then darkness really.

"Robyn!! You're awake!" :Rialle jumping up.

"NURSE ROBYN'S AWAKE!!!" :Chloe and Becky screaming outside the door.

Robyn tried to sit up but was pushed back by Rialle.

"No the nurse says you have to rest." :Rialle

"I want to sit up! What happened?" :Robyn

"Well we don't know. We heard on the news there was a big car crash and then Your mum phoned us." :Rialle

"Yea and we got here as fast as we could." :Hayley.

"Thanks... Where's Ryan he was in the car too?":Robyn

"He's worse than you. The doctors were surprised that he lived the crash was a really bad one." :Chloe

"But he's ... okay ...?":Robyn as tears filled up her eyes. The next minute Brendon, Spencer, Pete and Jon came skidding through the door.

"Where is he?!":Brendon with tears almost filling up his eyes but with a sense of pull backness.

"Erm... Brendon I think you better step outside...":Chloe leading him outside.

"What dya mean step outside...? What's happened?! Where is he?" :Brendon his tears almost being able to escape.

"Brendon!! You're not helping." :Rialle

"Look just come outside and I'll take you to him" :Chloe leading him outside.

""Wait I wanna see him!" :Robyn trying to get out of bed.

"You are staying where you are. You need rest before you can go anywhere" :Rialle pushing her back in bed.

"If it weren't for you we all wouldn't even be here!!" :Robyn moving her arm so Rialle's hand fell off.

Rialle stayed sat down for 10 seconds, her eyes filling up. She stood up looked at Robyn and ran off.

"That was harsh Robyn even for you.": Hayley running after Rialle.

"Well it's true!!" :Robyn deciding to stay in bed.

"Robyn!! that's still not the point. you can't help who you fall in love with." :Becky grabbing Tom's hand and walking out. Chloe was still outside with Brendon explaining what had happened. Chloe took Jon, and Spencer to where ryan was and returned to see Brendon and Pete with Robyn.

I noticed that Chloe was walking in so I started to fiddle with her hair to make Brendon notice me more. I know Chloe likes Brendon and now Ryan likes me as well as Brendon. I am so fed up with all my friends. I like Brendon and Ryan so i'm going to have both. After what I've just been through I don't see why not. I saw Chloe look in to see what was happening so I faked it a bit of how much it hurts.

Chloe stormed in and stormed infront of Pete and started pulling on his hair.

Ouch!! Jesus Chloe calm it down! that is attatched to my head you know." :Pete moving his head from Chloe's reach.

"Oops sorry dirty looking Robyn.

Chloe's p.o.v.

How could she!! She knows how much I like Pete and Brendon and yet here she is faking half of her injuries so she has both boys talking to her. That girl is never satisfied. I mean she now has Ryan and she knows Brendon already liked her. This is war!!

I walked in and even Pete seemed like he had had enough of me! I started fiddling with his hair like i usually do and he moved his head and then accused me of hurting him!! like I would!

"Do you want to go for a drink or something Brendon?" :Pete rubbin his head.

"Err yea but who's going to be here with Robyn?" :Brendon

"Oh Chloe can stay here with her can't you?" :Pete

"No I can't I've just remembered I have to do something." :Chloe looking Pete straight in the eyes.

"That's ok I'll stay here and Brendon can get me a drink." :Pete noticing Chloe bite her lip. "On second thoughts Brendon will you stay here?"

"Err yea. Will you get me a soda please?" :Brendon looking at Robyn.

"Yea. Come on Chloe you can help me carry em back." :Pete

"But it's 2 drinks and you've got 2 hands." :Chloe dirty looking Robyn more.

"I don't care you can keep me company instead." :Pete pushing Chloe out of the room.

"Why do I have to go?" :Chloe dirty looking him and trying to peep in the room as Pete closed the door.

"Because I said so. You look like you need some air." :Pete

"Well I don't so can I go back in please." :Chloe soon hearing loud laughing from inside.

"Just come on" :Pete

Chapter 17

Ryan looked at Robyn straight in the eyes. He half didn't know what to say next. He had always knew Robyn had pretty strong feelings for him. He felt a feeling throughout his body. It wasn't a shiver or a sense of temperature but a feel of butterflies, like when you like someone.

Ryan's p.o.v.

Robyn lifted up her face and I could see she meant what she had said. She looked me right in the eyes, not in a creepy way but they reached into my heart. I didn't really know how to put my face. She knew I had just been finished by Rialle and I half knew I didn't like Robyn in that way. But when she looked at me I had an almost shiver feeling go through my spine. Maybe I did like her but I wouldn't know what to say. 'I love you' would be a bit too much but 'I like you' would sound daft. What do I do?

Robyn's p.o.v.

'How she could ever let you go...' As i lifted my face up he had a half blank expression on his face. I could tell he as thinking and with how long it took him to even move said he was thinking about alot of things.

"Hello..." :Robyn

"Oh...":Ryan shaking his head awake :"Sorry I was in my own world then. ... what did you say?"

"Nothing - doesn't matter" :Robyn turning my head. I can't believe he's choosing to ignore what I just said. He must really love Rialle but how can she not love him?! He's almost perfect in every way and she's choosing to let him go like he's trash or something.

Ryan turned the key in the ignition causing the engine to start. He started to drive but in totally the wrong direction to where he or Robyn lived.

"Where are you going" :Robyn

"Erm... I have no idea..." :Ryan closing his eyes in confusion. Then Robyn looked outside the front car window and heard a loud horn.

"RYAAAAAAAAAN!!" :Robyn screaming pointing at the linerunner heading straight towards the car. Ryan soon opened his eyes due to the loud scream provided by Robyn. His eyes widened tried to grab hold of the wheel but missed. He sat there looked again at the truck and froze. His arms glued to his sides clutching the edges of the chair.

"What are you doing?!" :Robyn placing her hands over her head, ducking and screaming...

'BANG'

Chapter 16

"What?! - That is your boyfriend?!" :Ryan dirty looking Josh looking disgusted that Rialle chose Josh over him.

"Err... yes. got a problem with that?":Rialle

"Err yea I do! How could you choose someone like him over me!" :Ryan with a tear in his face but stil remaining angry and hurt.

"Look I don't tell you who to go out with. And you can't help who you fall in love with.":Rialle

"But you told me that you didn't want to go out with anybody because you had been hurt enough." :Ryan

"I know... but... it would never work between us. and besides Robyn loves you more than I could ever do. This is better for everyone this way.":Rialle walking away taking Josh's hand in hers.

"For who!?!":Ryan screaming at Rialle.

I ignored him hoping it was for the best. I can;t believe I was letting go Ryan Ross. Him and his band was all I could have asked for and yet here I am giving him up all for a friend. I felt a little hault in Josh's walking and then the warmth from his hand dropped down to his side.

"Stop. Rialle... I appreciate what you're doing but I know it's him you really want. I could never take his place and if Robyn is a real friend, she wouldn't let you do this. Go to him Rialle, it's him you want and you'll regret it for the rest of your life.":Josh kissing me on the cheek.

He pulled away with a smile on his face but a tear in his eye.

"If you love me you'll do this for me... I love you Rialle but I know I will never make you happy. If Ryan is who you want, and he will make you happy. Then I will be happy." :Josh looking at the floor almost mumbling his words but making them clear enough so he didnt have to repeat them.

"look I'm with you because I want to be with you. I love you too Josh and nothing can take that away. Me and Ryan come from two different worlds and will never work." :Me looking happy inside but almost numb.

"But obviously Ryan loves you more..." :Josh being cut off.

"If he loves me then he'll let me go and be happy." :Me cupping my hands around his face lifting his chin up so I could see directly in his eyes. Josh smiled and kissed me on the cheek.

"Then if it's wat you want then I'm happy as well." :Josh. I nodded and smiled looking deeper into his big brown eyes. I took his hand and Josh took me home.

[Back at the party] [[Ryan's p.o.v.]]

[How could I just let her go like that. I heard Rialle say that if I loved her then I would let her go, but I can't. I love her that much that I can't just simply forget about her and see her with someone else. I know she can never realise how much I love her and I know that's not her fault - but if she gives me a chance I'll prove to her that I am different to everyone else.]

Robyn came from inside hurt and still quite tearful. She looked at me and ran off. I watched her run off and then thought I shud better go after her.

"Robyn!! wait!":Ryan  chasing after her.

"What do you want?!" :Robyn trying to wipe the tears from her face.

"Are you alright?":Ryan taking Robyn by the arm.

"No I'm not! How can you even ask that?! This is all because of you and now I've probably lost one of my bestest friends!!" :Robyn

"Look do you wanna come back to mine and talk about it?" :Ryan

"NO why would I want to go back to yours after all that's happened?" :Robyn#

"Well at least let me give you a lift home." :Ryan trying to help.

"Fine. and you better drive fast." :Robyn

Ryan led Robyn to his car and opened the door for her.

"I've been thinking about how well I know Rialle and it's only ccurred to me that I don't know her all that well." :Robyn

"What dya mean? haven't you two been friends for ages?" :Ryan looking a little confuzzled.

"Well, I suppose I will never know one thing about her." :Robyn looking down at the mat on the car floor.

"What's that...?" :Ryan.

"How she could ever let you go...":Robyn lifting her head up to look at him.