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Chapter 15

Gerard and Ian took an arm each and smiled at hayley. She walked off with an even bigger smile than Ian or Gerard. Becky and tom were still dancing on the dancefloor together. I glanced around and noticed Robyn was glancing over in my direction without any loss of eye contact. I went over to Pete and Chloe who had just finished styling his hair.

"What's up with Robyn Ria?" :Chloe

"Oh we've just had a misunderstanding. That's all, she'll get over it" :Me

"It doesn't look like that's going to be any time soon. She's not even blinking..." :Chloe who had just been asked to go dance. Pete and Chloe then walked off to the dancefloor. Two minutes later Josh came back with drinks in his hand.

"Anyone sitting here?" :Josh looking at the seat next to me.

"Err no... spose not" :Me trying not to look at him. i knew I had hurt him because of the expresion in his eyes.

"Thanks. I brought us some drinks, I hope you like lemonade." :Josh handin me the cup.

"Yea thanks. Look i never meant to hurt you and ..." :Me.

"I know you didn't and I shouldn't have put you in that position." :Josh

"I know. but I've been thinking..." :Me looking down at my thumbs then looking inside the cup.

"Yea..." :Josh

"Maybe we should see how things go between us. It's not your fault what other people have done. I mean that's if you even want to try things between us after how i treated you..." :Me

"Yea! as long as that's what you want too." :Josh

"I know you wouldn't hurt me" :Me leaning in to kiss him. At least this time the kiss actually managed to happen. Then the Dj announced a couples dance.

"Come on..." :Josh

"What?" :Me looking up at Josh as he stood up.

"Would you like to dance?" :Josh offering me his hand.

"Of course!":Me taking his hand and following him down to the dancefloor near Becky and Tom. Just as we walked onto the mat the music was perfect. It nearly cleared the floor as it was only for couples. We started to try and guess what song it was. 'Del amitri - Tell Her This.'

Josh knew it word for word as it was one of his favourites. I had heard of it but didn't know the words all too well. I glanced over Josh's shoulder and Ryan was watching Josh's every move. He was like a cat stalking its prey. Ryan noticed I was looking at him so I lowered my head down to Josh's chest. I'm only small and had quite small heels so I fit perfect under his chin. We slow danced along with Pete and Chloe, Becky and Tom, and Hayley with Gerard and Ian.

Chloe's p.o.v

Omg I cannot believe I am dancing with Pete Wentz. I still like Brendon but he likes Robyn. However I got to style Pete's hair and he said he was going to ask Patrick if he needed his hair styling. I was glad Rialle had sorted everything out. I noticed she had been crying but I didn't want to ask in case I brought the mood down of everyone else. The thing between Robyn and rialle must be pretty intense. Robyn watched Rialle's every move hich would freak me out!! Then when Josh was dancing with her I noticed Ryan was practically stalking Josh which was also kinda freaky. At least I got to play with Pete's hair.

"Excuse me but may i have this dance?" :Brendon

"Err... yea sure. That's if it's o.k with you Pete?" :Chloe [o m g!! Brendon is asking to dance with me. Hell yea!] brendon quickly moved Pete out of the way and started to slow dance with Chloe. I could do nothing but stare up at him. What did people expect me to do. I am dancing with Brendon Boyd Urie! I put my head underneath his head and closed my eyes. I opened my eyes every so often to reassure myself it wasn't a dream. The last time I opened my eyes ryan was walking towards Josh and Rialle without losing any eye contact what-so-ever. His pace began to speed up and I noticed him wiping a tear from his face.

I ran over to Josh and rialle. They better be thankful i was with Brendon!!

"Josh if i was you, I'd move..." :Chloe as I pointed towards Ryan.

"Oops... I don't think he's very happy, especially not with you Josh..." :Chloe

Rialle's p.o.v

Chloe ran over to us and pointed Ryan out from the crowd. I knew he was going for Josh. I stepped infront of Josh, pushing him behind me.

"Don't even think about it Ryan." :Me looking in his eyes. they were bright red and puffy. You could easily tell he had been crying.

"Move out of the way Rialle, this doesn't concern you." :Ryan

"What do you mean, doesn't concern me? He's my boyfriend...":Me

Chapter 14

[My p.o.v]

He leaned in to kiss me but I was unsure it was what I wanted. I had been hurt by Tylor and I had just finished Ryan for Robyn. I knew it was the right thing to do. I placed my hands on his nose - actually aiming for his lips but missed. My finger slipped off his nose and accidently poked him in his eye making him pull away faster.

"Oops... sorry" :Me checking to see if his eye was o.k.

"Err... yea. Thanks for that..." :Josh

"Look... I'm sorry but I've been hurt twice already in less than a week. I'm starting to like you like that but I have to wait, It's too soon.":Me looking at the bench trying to hide the face that tears were filling up my eyes. [How could I do this to him. He was the only one that probably was the one. I mean I know it's probably too soon to say, but i can't do this to me or him. I've just been hurt and not just once!]

I got up and it felt like that the was the third time. I went back into the party. Pete and Chloe were doing well in the corner. Chloe had probably said she wants to be a beautician because she had styled his hair for him. She gave him a mirror and he liked it. I glanced around the room, Hayley was standing in the middle of Gerard and Ian who were shouting at each other:

"No... you see I got here first - so she's mine"

"No... you left her on her own!"

"To get DRINKS"

"I don't care - shes mine and thats that!"

"Noo!"

"Please guys I have 2 arms one for each of you!  ok?!" :Hayley offering an arm to gerard and Ian.

Chapter 13

I stepped out of the limo with Ryan offering me his hand. I took and he helped me so I didn't trip. My shoes were white with white lace but with a black bow. [[below]]. My dress was black at the top with no straps/ The rose was made to look like it was holding up part of my dress to reveal a white lace underneath. [[below]]

[[ My Shoes]][[My Dress]]

Chloe ran over to me and screamed.

"omg I love your dress!!!" :Chloe fluffing up the white underlay. It's a good job she didn't see my shoes...

Chloe had a shorter dress than me that came up and around her neck. [[below]]

[[Chloe's dress]]

Becky and Hayley had already seen fall out boy and were asking if they could go to their next concert. They were definately happy they asked - patrick gave them 9 free tickets! They screamed louder than the music that was blasting from inside the party. After the manager took Patrick away from them they ran over to me still jumping around with the biggest smiles on their faces. Becky had her hair curly and down and had a really nice black long dress with no straps like mine with silvery sequins on the top half. [[below]] Hayley had a tight black dress with ribbon the front. [[below]]

[[Becky's dress]][[Hayley's dress]]
I looked over at Robyn who was the only one that weren't with us. She was wearing a slim baby pink dress with 3 black strips along the top half. [[below]] Brendon had already seen her and he was trying to get her attention but hers stayed fixed on Ryan who was trying to getting some drinks for us all. Her eyes followed him as he came back and offered my his scrawny arm.
[[Robyn's dress]]

I took his arm and followed him in. Ian Watkins had just arrived at the party and headed straight for Hayley.

"Hey LeyLey... Wait up!!" :Ian

She turned around and he ran up to her leaving the rest of his band behind.

"Whats up?" :Ian offering her his arm. Hayley stood there staring at his arm and snatched it as she saw another fan creeping up behind him. They walked in with me and Ryan. Robyn didn't follow. Jon asked Chloe but she wasn't interested and headed straight for Pete Wentz as he got out of his limo.

Brendon finally asked Robyn to go in the party with him and she couldn't say no. The only one of us who didn't have a 'date' was Becky. I came off the dancefloor from dancing with Ryan and went into the toilets. I pulled out my phone and called Angel. [[Angel is her bf in real life ppl, but they're not going out yet here = P]]

"Hey you, fancy coming to a party round about... now?" :Me

"err... yea?" :Angel slightly confuzzled.

"look theres a huge party going on and Becky is really depressed you're not here, you know she likes you. Don't lie and dont try and deny it!" :Me

I put the phone down and went back outside. Robyn had followed me into the toilets but decided to wait outside.

"oh hi Robyn. i was meaning to talk to you earlier, you seemed upset about something." Me

"Oh did I. I'm surprised you even noticed being with Ryan and all... i hear you've even slept at his house..." :Robyn

"That wasn't on purpose, he sofa was dead comfy n I was really tired." :Me being cut off by Robyn. I could tell she was hurt, the corners of her eyes were glistening with held back tears. I put my hand on her arm.

"What's up?" :Me, having my hand shoved off her arm.

"How dare you act as if you care! How can you care when you're swanning about with Ryan. you know how much i damn well like him! How could you do this to me?! I thought we were friends?" :Robyn walking off wiping tears away from her face.

"Have you ever stopped to think that I might like him as well. It ain't my fault he don't like you, then again who can blame him..." :Me. I had had enough. [I have had enough. How dare she tell me who I can and can't love. It's not my fault he's chosen me! I loved him as well and no one can help who they fall in love with]

She turned around and ran at me. Tears were streaming down her face. Her hair had almost fallen out of the hairspray. She slapped me in the face leaving a mark. I lifted my head back up to face her and ran back into the toilets. Everyone by now was stood there looking at Robyn wondering what had just happened. The music had stopped and Brendon and Ryan had both run over. Brendon checked if robyn was ok.

"Where's Rialle?" :Ryan to Robyn

"In there..." :Robyn pointing to the female toilets, burying her face in Brendon's chest.

Ryan ran in the girls toilets and knocked on every cubicle door till he heard my voice from the other side of the door.

"Rialle... are you alright in there?" :Ryan

"Go away!" :Me pulling some tissue out and wiping my eyes. My makeup had already smudged so I didn't care. then I heard a bang as Ryan kicked off the toilet door. I curled my legs up on the toilet seat - that was down. He walked up to me and out his arms around my body. I placed my head on his shoulder and cried. What was I doing? The whole reason of me being in the toilets crying was because I had hurt Robyn because of Ryan. I couldn't do this to her. Friends always come before boys. I pulled away trying not to look at Ryan.

"Sorry but I can't do this to her. Friends always come before boys and I know how much she loves you." :Me pushing him away "...I love you Ryan..." running out onto the dancefloor.

Becky's P.O.V.

Tom came through the party doors looking for someone. I ran up to him with a smile on my face. I've liked him for ages but never come around to admit it. He smiled when I ran up to him. Josh was behind him also looking for someone.

"Err... hi! what are you two doing here?" :Becky

"Err... we were invited."Tom

"Oh o...kayy." :Becky

"Would you care to dance?" :tom offering Becky his hand. She took his hand and followed him to the middle of the dancefloor. He took her hand and placed the other on her hip and slow danced.

Becky gazed into his eyes but looked away when he looked at her. Becky moved her hand from his and placed both arms around his neck placing her head on his chest. She closed her hands feeling her dancing instead of watching. Tom stopped the movement and Becky opened her eyes and looked up. Tom took her face in his hands and lifted it up kissing her gently unexpecting how she was going to react. Becky wasn't going to break the kiss and it seemed like tom wasn't going to any time soon - until someone else dancing banged into them. Becky and tom both chuckled to themselves.

"Becky... I've not been completely honest with you..." :Tom

"Go on..." :Becky

"I...err... like you... and...err always have done...":tom.

Becky stood there looking at him with an even bigger smile than the one she had when Patrick had given her backstage tickets. Tom looked at the floor and plucked up the courage to ask her.

"Becky... I was wondering... will you go..." :Tom. He was cut off by Becky kissing him again.

"I'll take that as a yes?" :Tom

Josh's P.O.V.

I walked into the party behind Tom and then was left by myself as Tom walked off with Becky. I was still trying to find Rialle but i couldn't see her anywhere. Then i noticed a small figure running towards me. It was Rialle... crying...? She pushed past me running towards the gardens behind the building. I ran after her yelling for her to stop.

"Rialle! what's the matter?" :Josh

"Nothing - just go away!" :Rialle

"If you think i'm going no where then you need locking up! What's up?" :Josh sitting down next to Rialle on a bench.  He placed his arm on her shoulder and moved up closer to her on the bench.

"What's the matter Rialle and don't try and say nothing I'm not that slow." :Josh

"I've just lost one of my best friends all over a boy. I wish she could see how much I love him as well." :Rialle

"Well, what are you going to do? If you stay with him - you'll hurt Robyn..." :Josh

"But if I choose Robyn over Ryan - I'll hurt him." :Rialle

"But who's more important? A best friend, or a boy you met a few months ago..." :Josh

"How do you know what exactly to say at the right times?" :Rialle looking straight at him.

"Well... I don't like to blow my own horn. It's a gift I suppose" :Josh

"I suppose. But she can't tell me who I can and can't love. No one can help who they fall in love with. And after these few months, you never know who you might end up with." :Rialle

"That's true!":Josh

"Yea, I would have never have thought I would end up with you..." :Rialle

"What?" :Josh, [what does she mean 'end up with me' we're not together?]

"Josh... I was wondering..." :Rialle

"Will you go out with me Rialle?" :Josh. [I had been meaning to ask her but I never got round to it. I was always too sure and never that sure she liked me...]

I leaned in going to kiss her...

Chapter 12

He pulled away, beaking the kiss with a huge grin on his face. I still had my eyes closed. Everything was that perfect it felt like a dream. I opened my eyes and noticed Ryan was looking at me a bit - probably because my eyes stayed closed for quite a while. He shook his head chuckling to himself and tuning round to walk into the front room. I followed him into the front room and asked to phone my mum.

"Hey, we're having a party tonight all of us. How about you ask your friends if they want to come as well." :Ryan

"YEA...erm yea i'll ask" :Me

I ran to the phone and phoned everyone. All of them could come to the party.

"Could you give me a lift to my house so i can get changed?" :Me

"Why dya need to get changed?" :Ryan : "Would you like to go shopping for a new outfit?"

"I'd love to, but i on't have any money to buy a new outfit." :Me

"I didn't ask that. Now come on - we're going shopping." :Ryan taking me by the hand and leading me down to his car.

He opened the door for me like a proper gentleman. I got in. The car had cream leather interior with the coolest radio system ever! I saw all his tapes stuffed in the middle of the two front seats. 'Frank sinatra, edward scissorhand theme?! , counting crows, Jon Brion, Blink 182, The Beatles and more varied music. Although I couldn't see any panic! at the disco tapes - how could he NOT listen to his own music?

We drove into town and Ryan lowered the car top on his convertible. The wind blew in my hair, the sun beaming down on our faces. We stopped in a car park and I went with him to pay for the parking. He stepped on the curb offering me his arm. I wasn't going to refuse that! I wrapped my arm around his, now with an even bigger grin on my face. He took me into one of the best shops in town and one I didn't expect - Harrod's.

"Wow!! I've never even been in here!" :Me looking round the shop. There was ahuge painting on the ceiling, art sculptures on every wall.

I ran to my clothes section and started looking through everything. There were dressed I couldn't even imagine. I ran my fingers through every dress there were on every rail i could see. Ryan helped me pick out a few outfits. Then i tried them on. He waited outside and I came out after trying on a dress and he told me what he thought.

I had a last look round to see if there were any more dresses. Then one dress caught my eye. It fit perfectly and was perfect. I went into the changing room and came out with it on. Ryan was looking at something else but his head turned right round when i stepped out.

"That's perfect..." :Ryan

"Thanks... so are you!" :Me. I ran up to him and give him a big hug. I could never repay him for this.

We walked to the check out and paid for the dress. We went out for lunch and had a look at some other clothe stores but I already had my perfect dress. I also went to a hair dressers and had my hair done making sure it was aboslutely perfect. I got my nails done as well.

We went back to his apartment and got ready. By the time we were both ready it was about 20:00 which was just about right. Ryan was just ready before me and shouted knockin on the door for me to hurrry up.

"We'll be in the waiting for you" :Ryan

I walked out of the front door all done up. I felt like a million dollars. Brendon, Ryan, Jon and Spencer were already in the limo outside. Spencer must have seen me and told Ryan because the window rolled down and everyone stared pretty shocked.

I walked over and got in the limo. There were a few fake coughs from the boys and everyone looked away whenever I caught them looking at me. It took about 20 minutes to get to the party. Every got out of the limo and Ryan opened the door for me. Becky, Hayley, Chloe and Robyn were already there. I put one foot out on the carpet and all heads turned to me...

Chapter 11

I was so happy but something felt wrong. His warm feel went. I heard a snigger behind my ear. I pulled back confused. I looked at Tylor and he had an odd smug on his face. I turned around to see all his mates taking the mick. I faced Tylor again and saw he was also taking the mick. I slapped him across the face and stormed in the house. I ran upstairs and found my phone. I searched for Ryan's number and phoned him. By this time i was in tears. How could he do this to me?! I thought he honestly liked me - but clearly not.

"Ryan... I... need... to... see... you..." :Me stuttering and trying to get my words out inbetween deeps breaths.

"what's up Rialle? What's happened?" :Ryan

"Tylor... he's a... dick! I HATE HIM!" :Me

"I'll be over in a minute stay there. Where are you?" :Ryan

"At home. Tylor is still outside I think." :Me

"Right see ya in a minute." :Ryan

About 10 minutes later Ryan pulls up outside. I ran to the window and then noticed he wasn't walking towards the house.

I ran outside to see what he was doing. Tylor... Oops!

"RYAN what are you doing?" :Mescreaming down the round a little confused.

"Are you Tylor?" :Ryan to Tylor

"Yea, and you..." :Tylor

"Get up" :Ryan

"What, who do you think you are?" :Tylor getting all cocky but still remaining on the floor petrified.

"Get up or I'll pull you up." :Ryan. You could see he was serious as his cute smile disappeared from his cute face.

"I'm getting up calm down.:"Tylor. He had a smirk on his face but in his eyes you could see a glimpse of fear.

Ryan waited till Tylor had got his balance and floored him again with a single blow in the face. Tylor's friends behind him gasped but was too afraid to do anything. Tylor pulled his head up rubbing his jaw.

"Ow what was that for?!" :Tylor

"That is for hurting MY Rialle. Do it again and your face will be alot worse, got it? - good" :Ryan

I ran up to ryan and Tylor to see what was going on.

"Ryan what have you done?" :Me

"He hurt you, and I am not having that Rialle you don't deserve it" :Ryan

"Just come on you, lets go back to your place." :Me

We went back to his car and drove to his appartment. I went into the front room and turned the Tv on. Ryan went straight into the kitchen to find Brendon there. There was nothing onTv so i decided to see what Ryan and Brendon were talking about.

"What's up with Rialle?" :Brendon

"This lad has real... oh hiya Rialle. Are you alright now?" :Ryan

"Err yea thanks.":Me i sideglanced at Brendon as if to ask him to give us a little privacy. Ryan noticed which was a good thing and started to give him the look as well.

"ok ok I know where I'm not wanted, I'll leave you two to it" :Brendon walking out shaking his head.

"You didn't need to do that you know with Tylor. I can..." :Me. I was going to finish ff the sentence but instead was cut off by Ryan.

He had his hands cupped on my face and was kissing me. I should have known not to go out with Tylor. there were more fireworks in that one kiss than there could ever be with Tylor. I knew now i was with the right person. The kiss seemed to last forever but i knew it wouldn't...

chapter 10

He half looked at me asking what i was doing.

"shh!" :Me. i lifted my finger from his face with a slight smile on my face.

"what?" :Tylor

"look I liked you for a while now as well..." :Me

He lifted his finger quickly and did what i had just done. His finger was warm and soft.

"Rialle... Will you go out with me?" :Tylor

"Errr... YES!!" :Me

I felt so good at the i jumped from underneath his finger and screamed giving him a hug. I knew this wouldn't go down with Ryan well though. but what else was i supposed to do, I loved Tylor probably as much as Ryan. At least Tylor was my age and i knew him better.

We stood outside my house for 10 minutes just hugging and smiling. Although i couldn't see his face I felt that he had a smile on his face.

Chapter 9

I went into school with a huge grin on my face. Becky and Halyey were already at their lockers talking about what happened last night. Robyn still didn't know what had happened with me and Ryan - which was probably for the best. I walked up to them. Becky was talking to Hayley about how Hayley was a band snatcher! Tylor and Josh soon came round the corner fighting over something - which wasn't new. I had started to like Josh but i never knew why. He wasn't someone i could picture mysel with but Becky had her boyfriend and she was always with him so the rest of us had to make new friends. I knew he liked me, he always talked to me whenever he could and EVERYONE constantly shouted at me that he liked me and so we should go out. On msn his friends would hack into his account and then ask me out taking the mick. It was so annoying though. i didn't like enough to ask him out, but the spark was getting bigger.

They both came over to us with Robyn trekking behind. Becky looked at me to kinda ask did robyn know what had happened but i just gave them a harsh look to say 'no she doesn't and it's gona stay that way so zip it!' she got the hint - luckily. Shes kinda caught verbal diahorreah after doing so much tongue twiddling with her boyfriend.

Back to the issue with Tylor and Josh i kinda like both of them but i was always too afraid to ask Tylor and the spark needs to develope a bit with Josh. We all said hi to Robyn and gave hugs to one another until the bell rang. We all went split up for different classes. Hayley was in total different classes becuase of what she had chosen.

Dinner soon came. i went to the dinner hall with last night completely on my mind. I sat down with Robyn, Chloe, Becky and Hayley.

"Last night was totally awesome! i am so calling brendon!" :Chloe

"Yea but DON'T pester him chloe we all know what you're like!" :Me

"I won't" :Chloe side looking and trying to make herself look like an angel!

"Yea right we've heard that one becfore! you didnt your face when brendon phoned ya! anyway Hayley what was going on with you and Ian Watkins and Gerrard Way yesterday?! you were missing for AGES!" :me

"Erm i kinda lost track of time - hey i was having fun!!" :Hayley

"We noticed!" :Robyn

For the rest of dinner for some reason we split off talking to other groups of people. Meanwhile i stayed and talked to Tylor and Josh. It was sometimes hard asTylor every so often would attack Josh for no reason what-so-ever.

Then Tylor wandered off somewhere came back but tried to sneak up behind me to poke me in my sides. He usually did this but hardly ever worked.

"Err i don't think so matey!" :Me spinning round putting my hands up trying to block Tylor who was still trying to poke me. Instead he put his hands up to mine and held them, he was watching his fingers sliding inbetween mine, so he knew what he was doing. I didn't mind though, his hands were warm and mine were freezing. Josh didn't like it much i could see him dirty looking Tylor from behind him. He has a strange obsession to pull faces behind people's backs. Fair wierd honestly - but i still liked him anyway. Dinner was soon over unfortunately. Last lesson went like the wind. I got home and signed on msn. Hardly anyone was online, like usual.

Message : 'Chloe has signed in'

Yey finally someone decent is on.

"Chloe wats up?" :Me

"NM u?" :Chloe

"nout really" Me

"I really wanna call Brendon but i don't wanna seem too obsessed and with what happened with him and Robyn..." :Chloe

"He give you his phone number so it won't seem like you're too obsessed. and i'm sure it was nothing with him and Robyn." :Me

"Yea true but why did he go after her, after all it's Ryan she likes not brendon" :Chloe

"look i don't know... wait i've got a call from Ryan." :Me

"hello..." :Me

"Hello is this rialle?" :Ryan

"Err yea... whats up?" :me

"Look i am missing you bad style and I was just wondering if you would like to go out for lunch or somewhere?" :Ryan

"I'd love to..." Me

"Great go to the end of your street and i'll pick you up kk?" :Ryan

"Yea sure.Bye":Me

"OMG i am meeting Ryan!!" :Me

"Wat... are you sure? Does Robyn know what went on between you and Ryan?" :Chloe

"No and i don't want her to either! she'd kill me" :Me

"True but you pulled away yea?..." :Chloe

"Yea what kinda friend do you take me for?!" :Me

"Don't matter, when are you meeting Ryan?" :Chloe

"Oops now g2g cya l8rs!" :Me

I signed off and headed out to see Ryan. I knew robyn wouldn't like it but she ain't the only one who likes Ryan Ross i mean HE'S HOTT and so cute! =D He came in a smaller car than before, but then it was only for the two of us. I got in quickly and he took me to his appartment. I got out when we were there. He took upstairs to the front room. I sat down on the big puffy couch which was SO comfy. He turned the lights down and closed the curtains. He sat down next to me looking at his feet. I knew the couch was comfy so it weren't that that made him look so uncomfortable.

"Whats the matter?" :Me placing my hand lightly on his leg.

"I don't understand, I say i love you and i really do but now you sit here with me like we're the only two in the world. I don't get...":Ryan

He had to shut up. He was driving me nuts! I looked at him lifted his head up and kissed him. What else could i have done. Robyn is going to hate me forever, as well as my other mates and especially Tylor and Josh.

the kiss didn't last long. Only long enough so I definately knew he had shut up. He pulled away, quite unsure what to make of it. He had half a smile on his face as if he was questioning what had just happened. I smiled at him and turned the Tv on. I shuffled closer to him and out his arm round me. After 3 hours of watching none stop s**t Tv i fell asleep on his lap. But before i completely nodded off he started to play with my hair, which sends me to sleep!

"Good mornin" :Ryan saying cheerfully opening the curtains.

"morn... WHAT?! i've been out all night, my mum is gona kill me!!!!!" :Me i screamed getting out of bed.

"You have got to take me home now!!" Me

"ok ok calm down, what's the worse she can do?" :Ryan

"Stop me from seeing you again." :Me

"Oh yea... well there is that" :Ryan

After getting all my stuff together he drove me back home. Mum wasn't up yet - thankgod. I sneaked in through the back door and in bed. Luckily it was saturday and no school. all of a sudden my phone started to vibrate in my pocket. it was a text off Ryan.

'Hiya great night last night, even though you fell asleep lol. hope ur mum does't find out, cya again wehneva! Ryan xx'

aww he's so cute, but i've still got tylor on my mind. He was all i could think about last night. Then my phone vibratd again. I thought it was another text off Ryan but was a phone call.

"Err... hello?" :Me

"hiya! it's Tylor by the way... i was wondering..." :Tylor

"Yea..." :Me

"If you wanna come out sometime, you know like hang out and stuff?" :Tylor

"Erm.. yea sure. How about now?" :Me

I couldn't say no to that. I mean at least i knew Tylor and Robyn was already going to kill me for staying at Ryan's. I knew how much she liked him.

"Hiya what's up?" :Me

"Erm.. nout much... I've been meaning to ask you something..." :Tylor

"What is it?" :Me i could see he was nervous becuase his head was bowed down.

"Erm... do ya have a chuddy?" :Tylor

"That's it? you called me all the way here for a chuddy?" :Me

"Err... no, not exactly." :Tylor

"Well what then? I ain't got all day you know" :Me, his head faced towards the floor again.

"Erm... well, can i use your toilet, I needed it when i was coming here and i knew i would be late meeting you if i turned back?" :Tylor

"Yea sure. It's this way..." :Me. We started walking to my house and i could tell he didn't ned th toilet but i played along anyway. We got to my house after 5 minutes and stopped outside.

"Well here we..." :Me

"Rialle, will you go out with me please?" :Tylor

"what?" :Me "you've made me walk here for no reason, do you actually need the toilet?"

"No, i just needed time to ask you. I was really nerv...!" :Tylor

"Shh!" :Me placing my finger on his lips.

Chapter 8

Brendon turned around. He was now looking Robyn right in her eyes. He could see that she was deeply hurt. He turned his whole body to face her. He stepped closer. she released his wrist from her hand and looked down. a single tear fell on the ground. Brendon lifted her face up slowly by the chin. he then cupped his hands round her face and leaned in closer. Robyn was unsure of what exactly to do. Her eyes slowly closed when Brendon's lips touched hers. The kiss lasted around a minutes but to Robyn felt like a lifetime. After the kiss had been broken he pulled away and began to move his hands. Robyn had a slight smile on her face and managed to grab one hand before it completely fell.

"I'm sorry. i can't do this..." :Robyn

"But i thought you liked me...?" :Brendon

"I do but, Chloe and Rialle like you more and i can't do that to them they're my friends." :Robyn

"But, what was that?!" :Brendon

"Look it just doesn't feel right and besides I like Ryan.": Robyn

"But Ryan doesn't even like you, he likes Rialle.:" Brendon

"I know but still... i don't feel comfortable.":Robyn

She released his hand from hers, turned around and walked off slowly. She tried hard not to look back, questioning herself, had she just dont the right thing? if it was why did she feel full of regret?

She went back still with a half smile on her face. Chloe was the first to go up to her.

"Where's Brendon?" :Chloe

"Still in the gardens i think.":Robyn everyone ran over to greet her and see if she was fine.

"We were worried sick! where were you?" :Me "Did Brendon find you cause i know he went out looking for you?"

"Yea he did. He wanted some time to himself, the show was a bit too much for him so he's in the gardens still." :Robyn

"Right are we ready to go home? We've got school in the morning." :Becky

"Rialle i want to show you something..." :Ryan

"what it is?" :Me

"Come here and I'll show you. It's in here..." :Ryan

I walked over to the door Ryan had just opened. I went in but there was nothing there. I turned around Ryan had shut the door and was looking at his feet. He pulled his head up to face me. He looked deep into my eyes with half joy but half sadness. I looked back at his slightly confused.

"What is it?" :Me

"Erm, i want you to have these" :Ryan

He pulled off his flowery gold gloves and handed them to me. I took them without hesitation and said thankyou. When I lifted my head back up from staring at the gloves I noticed he was back to staring at the floor, but now with all sadness in his eyes.

"What is the matter?" :Me

"I don't wanna see you go." :Ryan

"I don't wanna go either but i have school - it won't be goodbye forever." :Me

"But... I love you..." :Ryan

His eyes were now gazing into mine. My jaw nearly dropped to the floor i was that shocked. RYAN LOVES ME!! Oops this wasn't supposed to happen. I quickly looked down. i had no idea of what to say next. i heard Robyn knock on the door and telling me to hurry up.

"In a minute robs! erm... thanks for the gloves but i need to go now." : Me

i was still staring at the floor, still slightly confused. I knew he was still looking at me - probably wanting a reply, but I didn't love him, not like Brendon. i walked past him but he soon grabbed my hands and pulled me closer towards him. I dropped the gloves on the floor. Ryan leaned his face closer to mine but i broke the atmosphere quickly before anything happened. He was surprised but let go and left feeling a little lonely. I looked at him, picked up the gloves and walked out closing the door behind me. I ran out to the car. At least I weren't the only one who people were waiting for. Hayley hadn't returned either. Becky's mum was beeping the car horn like a mad-man and screaming for her but there were still no signs of her. Then about 10 minutes later Hayley came out with Ian Watkins on 1 arm and Gerrard Way on the other. She had a big smile on her face and climbed into the car as soon as she noticed we were beeping for her. She kissed and waved them both goodbye through an open car window and watched them disappear as we drove off.

I got home and wrote everything in my diary. School was going to be AWESOME tomorrow!! =D