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Just a Rant

Yeah... my prom is in two days... I'm supposed to be happy...
I have the BEST boyfriend in the world... I'm supposed to be extatic...
But I'm not...
I have basically three lives... school, home and internet. And it would be nice if it stayed that way but nooooo! My mum now has an obsession with sticking her nose in on my website; xxlilokaxx.deviantart.com AND she even sticks her nose in, on my boyfriend's page.. she reads comments from other people, looks at his pictures, read his journals. Sometimes she'll tell me stuff about him.. that I don't even know yet.. O_O does anyone here get what the problem is? Luckily she doesn't think I come on here that often.. so she won't read this.. *phew*
And you ask me... well what about the boyfriend... Yeah I have my prom in less than two days. I have ONE exam left.. and it's only 40 minutes long. Well that's all great but.. sitting in the library and having your so called best friend rip into your boyfriend like a piece of meat hurts like fuck. Just because he's not here to defend himself... and he's stuck over there in Arizona.. what's he going to do.
I SWEAR TO GOD... IF ANYONE SAYS ANYTING TO ME ABOUT HIM .. That's it!  one more time arsehole.. and you're done for. I have my own problems... he's all the way over there and i would give anything to be in his arms... a second.. a minute.. it's be worth it. It's going to be a YEAR and a HALF till I finally get to meet the guy... yeah our first kiss .. in an airport when I look like crap, after a 17 hour flight... a year and 6 months into our relationship. Not that he isn't worth the wait.. hell I waited till 4:00 AM just to talk to him for 10 minutes.
But yeah... I'm liking the "stab mother" plan more and more EVERYDAY .. oh.. and another thing... my arms are now starting to swell cause of typing so goddamn fast and so goddamn much.. but what the hell am I supposed to do when my life is on the computer..?? O_O

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can anyone at least help with the mother thing.. what can I do to stop her going through my personal internet life...??

Posted on 06/18/2008 10:00 AM Visits: 33
confront her about it. just be like "mom... i dont like u getting into my internet life... i dont get into yours and i expect you to do that same for me." and im srry about the whold bf situation id hate having a bf who lives so far away from me and never getting to se him... hope things get better Libz. i love you!!
Love, Ashley
ribena: 06/18/2008 1:25 PM
Hugsssssss. Libzzz, sweets, I'm so sorry! I know if I say "It's just a joke" you'll respond with a "It doesn't stop it hurting".
It's just how we are, it's not malicious towards him, we don't hate him in anyway, it's just how we are, banter. Libz, talk to mee.
AND WHY ON EARTH IS NO ONE RESPONDING TO MY TEXTS?
D:
picturemedrowning: 06/18/2008 1:40 PM
you could put passwords on your stuff? that worked with my dad...or you could tell her to fuck off....either would work, i suppose. good luck with it all!
xxlilokaxx: 06/18/2008 2:12 PM
you could put passwords on your stuff? that worked with my dad...or you could tell her to fuck off....either would work, i suppose. good luck with it all!
That would work.. but we have seperate computers... I was thinking of putting filters on her internet on something.. XD but at the moment it will be a case of fuck off =]
Thanks for reading and commenting btw..^^; *hug*
picturemedrowning: 06/18/2008 2:16 PM
you could put passwords on your stuff? that worked with my dad...or you could tell her to fuck off....either would work, i suppose. good luck with it all!
That would work.. but we have seperate computers... I was thinking of putting filters on her internet on something.. XD but at the moment it will be a case of fuck off =]
Thanks for reading and commenting btw..^^; *hug*
haha good on ya! no problemo :]
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